Carebear is loved(;

the last post.

2009-10-05T00:56:00.004+08:00

I'm currently can't sleeping.
Tried to sleep.
1 hour later, I woke up and found my pillow all wet.
And i was breaking out cold sweat.
When i had my fan and air-con on.
Must be a terrible dream..
Can't rmb what was that dream.

Anyway,
I give up on a certain someone just now..
I don't like the feeling that i'm feeling now.
Not don't like,
Is hate it.. hate it so much.
But i don't regreted doing so..
Cause it is something sooner or later someone will voice out de.
Shorter pain is better..
Guess i'm just a child ya?
So emotional
Like you said so, i'm a child.
Well at least my love for people does not fade easily..
I just wanna tell you that some of the things you said last time, i know is my wrong..
And i hope you would try to put yourself in my shoes and thinks..
Think about how would you feel if i do what you're doing..

When i found out what you do..

我心痛你能明白吗?

Nevermind bah,
if i say any longer.
You would think that i always think that you're always at fualt right?
I'm the real dumbdumb.
Who are still so stupidly in love at the very last..

这些是你给我的礼物,永远的礼物.

I'm a idiot.

2009-08-12T19:10:00.000+08:00

I think i get angry easily?
I think it is not your fualt for keeping the truth from me?
But heard a thing you said..
It just make me feel so sad.
I wonder what you always said is the truth or not..
Wonder if it is just you saying to keeping our conversation to continue.
I felt like an idiot that you kept fooling.
And the action you does make me feel like an bigger fool.
Now i just feel like an substitute.
Maybe it is not that way.
But i just can't make myself think it that way.
Nevermind maybe i ask for too much..

2009-08-10T22:17:00.001+08:00

I'm Back!
Lol
Yesterday Yesterday
When to jinyuan's brother house to stay over night.
And it was like at Orchard-.-
Go off from house at around 11pm.
Took lrt to cck.
Then to Jurong East to Raffles Place.
When i reach RP it was like 12.
And they say it was the last train.
I was thinking "wow, thanks goodness i not one train late -.-"
Reach Orchard
Then take cabbed to the condo.
Reach there the condo like so OLD!.
Hah.
Talk with jinyuan alone at night.
Talk so long lor.
And i tried the "Whisky"
And i jitao throw it away lor.
So not nice!
When back to room around 3am.
Share bed with hongtat and khungy.
So squeezy lor!
All woke up around 1pm~2pm.
We play Wii!
So fun!
And order mac.
So sinful hor baby x)
Played Wii for the whole day.
And hongtat play the bowling game.
Pattern so many!
Hah;D
Reach home around 7+pm.
Stayed at home all the way);

i love you

2009-07-16T01:32:00.003+08:00

OMG. I wake up then i saw the blog skins was done. So nice siol.. My baby so li hai(; Or maybe is i lousy;x Next time can't call her dumb dumb le hah;DD Anyway today when to pick up my baby at school there. She was with Katharine. Cabbed to mcys then they go novena wait for me. Quite fast today at mcys. When down to novena to find them and i thought it was a big shopping mall, but when i went in it small like cannot small liao lor._.'' After that cabbed to gombak buy thing. Then baby and katharine go back together, while i and hongtat go panjang. And guess what? We tio dua by a son-of-the-bitch. Then hongtat went back after a meal.. Won't post much and won't be posting picture cause... my hair got cut._. Nevermind baby say still look fine;) Ok lur shall stop le.

done!.

2009-07-15T22:50:00.003+08:00

okay,
im done with th blogskin.
though i only need t change th colours,
but spent very long on it. -.-
haha,
probably im too indecisive ba.
simply cannot make up my mind even when im just choosing C O L O U R S. -.-
my mum claimed that this black one is much nicer than my white's.
hmmm,
whatever.
i still prefer white can.
LOL!
okay,
currently he's in his lalaland.
early yeah?
he's too tired i guess.
might wake up later during midnight?
idk.
anyway,
im going t sleep sooon.
tired tired.
nighty people. (:

ps: please fill your that loves column yourself ah. ((:
and if you dont like this skin,
can still change back t th previous one.
i still have th code with me.

bag.bag & BAGS;D

2009-07-10T21:09:00.003+08:00

Todays is all about my new bags;D don't know nice a not leh. I go JP and buy bags;DDDDD

Owner now;D

2009-07-09T17:44:00.003+08:00

ya lur i love you lur;DDD

I love my baby <3333

revived ley.(:

2009-07-09T16:41:00.002+08:00

this blog is sooooo super x1000000 dead.
it's okay,
im here t revive le.
hahaha!
okay,
im currently at his house.
doing nothing. -.-
he's sleeping super soundly now i guess.
LOL!
have been singing like crazy since justnow.
soooo fun ley.
idk what t post because idk what he did this few days.
nevermind,
but he went t school for like almost th whole week.
haha,
not bad not bad.
im super bored now now now!
nothing t post already.
bye people. ((:

i love him, he love me.
hahahah! -.-

For zhuzhu de(;

2009-07-03T01:11:00.003+08:00

Today nothing much happen lor in school same all school. Today 1st period is CME then Mr.Teo was like asking how to relive stress, i immediatly say "Mastur****!". Hah i think dirty-minded person would know what that means(; Teacher never heard anyway, and i was like saying it afew times more. lol. Maths was as fun as usual, but today talk about bike brand and i was like "...." cause i don't know bout it then kind of queit. Then last 5min i rush homework and was like do till pekcek. Hah then bell ring other teacher come liao i still at their class doing. I do finish liao they tell me my maths teacher go liao, i was like FUCK!. Ended up got pass up anyway. After that all blah blah lesson till last 2 lesson i when to other class slack cause is history i never go my class then other people class is relive teacher. When there and my teacher like don't care. Hah. Fun at their class;D Talk alot lur. And i find that desiree talk so fast;x Hah jokin lur later she angry;D After school went to the kopitiam outside school with desiree, chee shoon and chee kiat. They eat and i see;x Lol. Then after that abit blah blah liao lur nth much. Then they came panjang make pants then slack awhile home~

Dam school lur!

2009-06-28T23:21:00.003+08:00

Dam lor. See lur i because of school i go cut my hair dye my hair coulour then now weird weird le;( Hope teacher won't catch sia cause now i think my hair so weird! hais hais i think i need very long later then will post my picture bah Saddd~~ DDDD;

Gai Gai;)

2009-06-27T18:11:00.006+08:00

Ytd hongtat come my house ton. We wake up le and we go panjang take my spect. When to eat kfc. After that i go jurong west with him and take $$ from his mum. Bus-ed to tpy to meet my father, end up he go oversea. Wasted trip.. Then when J8 to meet friend when we reach there le they say they still at home ._.'' We walk walk around and when to a viod deck sitted. All at there emo de lor never talk;x Lols. Around 5+ we cab back to my house cause hongtat wanted to take his key he left it at my house. Then jiu blogging now lor. Hahs.

Late late night;D

2009-06-27T02:05:00.004+08:00

Today did not go anywhere, then dixon, junfeng & benny came my house to slack with me(; (thanks guys). Benny pei junfeng go his new house at jelapang. ( I think like tis spell bahh) Dixon pei me go panjang's Macdonald eat eat;) Junjie call by awhile later and he came here with zhiyan to go play lan and end up never go jiu came my house there slack slack lor. After awhile when hongtat come, they all jiu go home lor. Then hongtat come my house ton. Currently hongtat fart-ed sia! >;( Dam chou yo mei yo. Then talk on msn with OSY's ;DDDDDDDDDD

Around th town area~

2009-06-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

Today wanted to when to tamp-mall with hongtat. End up a person not coming le.. Sad..
Then we alight at outrum then go vivo. When there walk walk, after that we like **Waaaa~* Cause alot pretty girls. Opps;x(Sorry dear.) Then after that walk till sian le we when to hougang find a online friend of mine. Then find dao them le. When to a void deck to sit. Then at there like so chit chat abit then blah blah blah~. Left the place at 6 and we go take bus from there to TPY. Was like dam long lur! Then at there take 157 go jurong west. We at the bus "zzz" Then reach there is like 8.05 So long ya? My mother came and drove me home~~;D(Sorry no picture, i can't get it to upload;x)

Karaoke;)

2009-06-12T20:25:00.002+08:00

Today went to cck walk walk walk with my brother(jinyuan). Then i can't find a leg band which i wanted to find. Arghhh.. Then go walk walk around & around. We went in a cab wanted to go my house then end up in his -.- I went to his house to do what i like to do in his house the most. KARAOKE! Hahs. Dam fun lur even thought is we 2 nia. We sing sing sing till around 1~2 hrs jiu stop le, as jinyuan say he can't sing anymore. Play maple abit then when downstair to eat a famous "Claypot rice" DAM NICE DE LOR! Is so nice because the sauce is good and is use charcol burn de and lastly is JINYUAN PAY DE;DD hahs. Cab home as was almost late back home.

I'm posting now;)

2009-06-09T19:49:00.009+08:00

Was with my dumb dumb girlf today;) hehs. Happy. Then almost like all day with her lor. hah then nothing much to say jus i love her i love her;D

Abit zilian today;x

dumb dumb girlf. speaking!

2009-06-09T14:41:00.007+08:00

yes,
im posting.
LOL!
i seriously dk what t post ley.
nevermind.
hmmmm,
im currently at his house.
because im too bored staying at home.
anyway,
he very bad can.
keep saying i stupid.
sighs sighs,
not stupid also will turn stupid sooner or later i tell you.
LOL!
hmmmmm,
he's hair is super straight now. (:
and and,
he took a zilian photo using my phone.
all thanks t my phone luh.
th picture turn out sooo nice.
okay,
he shall post th picture later.
currently,
he's out of th room.
having his lunch?.
im super bored!.
LOL!.
okay.
enough of my craps.
shall end there. (:
i shall update my blog too when i reached home later.

Weee Weeeess~

2009-06-08T20:55:00.003+08:00

Today woke up after a 5 hr sleep. Then my mother call me. She say she feel sick then ask me go help her at her shop and to bring my cousin along. And i was like in the mind say "SIANNN!" Cab there then ate at the coffee shop. Came back to the shop. Awhile later was like so bored then when to play lan near by. After lan go pasa malam walk walk and when got pretty girl walk pass my cousin will immediatly ask me if chio mah -.- That little pervet. Then saw a few ah gong ah ma playing "black jack". See see see... then end up we were sitting with them and playing.. lost afew cents nia.. When to make my hair after that. It was like so long lor. I sit till i buey tahan. But the end up result still not bad i think;) Then after my mother's shop is close we when to eat at a japanese restaurant. Oishi! Hahs then eat half way see the time 7.30 i jitao take money from my mother then cab home. Luckly end up home just on time. Kaye shall stop here. I think will post picture tmr;DD

Happy(;

2009-06-05T20:11:00.003+08:00

Today woke up around 1+. Cause yesturday play maple private server name "noobMS" with leonard. LOLS. Then play play play till 6. Then wake up str8 on computer to play again. Wanted go school there find friend de. But think think think.. Then i too lazy to go down. lols. 4.30pm my PO aka Probation Officer came my house. See see my room then talk to my mother. Then i only at there nood head. Then end up talk talk till around 6. Then can't go out cause goin to 7.30 le. Afew hour more. Then jiu never go out stay at home. Very happy also, press press something see till something then i jitao happy like inside of me "Weeeeee~~" LOLS;DDD Then my aunt came in my room then look at me then smile. I think she know i see at screen smiling;x like crazy lor me. Nevermind i don't care i admit i'm happy;) Kaye kaye put it short today wan go back talk with my dumb dumb girlfriend le;)

Recess Time!

2009-06-04T20:51:00.003+08:00

Here is my class photo.

beloved 3a2:DDDDDDDDDD

Top 5th one is ME(;

2009-06-04T17:24:00.004+08:00

Wake up late around 1. Go bath and eat then pei my cousin go lan shop. He dam xia suey lor. Maple play till i don't wan see him play dam noob. LOLS. Then when back home. Then back home see my computer got 72 virus and 1 spyware. wtf right? Must be i go too many unglam website;x But now ok le. Weees.. Dam happy. Bought a wristband don't know i wear nice or not. Nevermind order le;D Currently talking with leonard at msn.. Felt dam gay. Hahhh leonard jokin lahh. Wees i'm bored bored bored. Rotting at home because of probation); nevermind got my best friend "lappy"(my computer).

Hopeless.

2009-06-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

If i ever get a chance to change my life again. I WILL CHANGE MY WHOLE LIFE!! I will not do all the stupid stuff which i done before. I will not make my parents angry again. I will do better in my studies. I will make the right choice for everything!

I'm a hopeless guy, hopeless boyfriend, hopeless friend, and lastly a bad son. I swear to god that i hate my god dam life!

One Piece;D

2009-05-31T14:20:00.000+08:00

Today watch One piece. Dam nice lur! So cool de hao mahh.. Then today no go out just intro about One piece to everybody. One piece lastest episode is 403 and the journey only go half-way. DAM LONG DE LOR! But long then good, more nice. Hahh. okok now see there picture time;DDD

Mokey.D Luffy
-Ate Gomu Gomu no mi(Rubber Rubber Fruit)
-Captain of Strawhat crew
-Always say "Gomu Gomu no" before attack

Roronoa Zoro
-Main fighter in starwhat's crew
-Use 3 sword
-His attack is dam powerful

Nami
-Navigator of Strawhat's crew
-Love money ALOT

Usopp AKA Sogeking
-Sniper of Starwhat's crew

BLack Leg Sanji
-The chef of Strawhat's crew
-Ulti-attack is Diablo aka fire leg

Candy Lover Copper
-Ate hito hito no mi(Human Human Fruit)
-Doctor of Strawhat's crew
-Dam cute;)

Nico Robin
-Ate hana hana no mi(Hand Hand Fruit)
-Archaeology of Starwhat's crew

Cyborg Franky
-Shipbuilder of Strawhat's crew

Last day of school.

2009-05-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

Last day of school today. Yeappiiee!! Hahs.. School as usual. Then my mother go school take my report book. Ahhhh.. not good lor the result;x . Saw my zhuzhu afterschool worh. Happy;) Then my mother brought me to IMM. Ate pepper lunch and buy me colour dye. Wahahaha, dam good lur she.. Then bring me home after that. Ok just started back to write blog then abit rusty my type-ing.. And nothing much to write also bahh.. Talk about my life bahh..
-16 year old.
-3a2 in hillgrove.
-Love my retarded's class.
-Going to have probation soon);
-blahh blahh blahh...(Alot more~)
-Lastly the most importantly,
I love my dumb dumb girlfriend;)